Over The Influence #1: Night Bus Waffling

The world is what you make it, How you view it's how you take it, What you do is make or break if, What you're choosing is to fake it Overplayed it, took the bait Diving straight into mistakes Granteds, those I chose to take Not explication but escape  Escaping from the solution  Solution's not... Continue Reading →

Just An Inkling

Communication is to listen,  Also in part comprehension, Mission met with derision if something's missing in what's mentioned, The vision you envisioned May well have been well-intentioned  So it planned out how you didn't Coz you went against convention  Deceit when being questioned  ends with tension and dissension The one time we seem close nit... Continue Reading →

Forgot To Love

Love the peace I've created, company may just enhance it though, Can't put off getting out there, something I can no longer postpone, Feel comfortable enough around me you can leave your comfort zone, Still valuing her time alone, can't give up a life of her own I actually just wanna communicate with some clarity,... Continue Reading →

A Rest Is History

Didn't listen to my body, now my body has told me to stop, If I had carried on my body's well within its means to flop, A lesson learned's a lesson earned, I yearned for the penny to drop, Poor discipline for better things I really feel the need to swap I've learned a lot,... Continue Reading →

Still

Not too long ago, was working almost everyday, getting paid, Getting laughs, on the stage, got my accolades Never been so drained, mind plagued, by decisions I made, Hence the minor delay, of me mastering my trade On the surface I was in the right place, Mentally the right space, at the base, was a... Continue Reading →

Light At The End Of It

It took me taking action to see that they were louder than words, Reaction revealing behaviours that aren't matching what I heard, Attraction killing the ability to see through vision blurred, So I retracted what I'm feeling, sticking to the shit I've learned. Learned not to take too much to heart, but taking ownership instead,... Continue Reading →

Solitary Confidant

Dark times where I felt alone, Loneliness I would befriend, Thought I needed to find someone  'Til I found myself again, Wasn't happy on my lonesome, Had to make myself my friend, Only since I've grown to known me The growth in me knows no ends Days at home, nobody phoned me, Comfort zone once... Continue Reading →

Unaligned Valentine

What's Valentines, a day that shows 'em you 'care', when push comes to shove Gives the illusion that you and who you choose fit just like that glove We're disconnected from the deeper connection or lack thereof Which may explain the love and hate relationship I have with love It's hard for me to trust... Continue Reading →

Work In Progression

Not too long ago I realised I wasn't alright, yet again. I had a birthday recently and with a birthday comes a hangover, often resulting in a period of reflection. Once the dust had settled and the dopamine had worn off, it came to my attention that I'd finally fucking had enough of myself, my... Continue Reading →

Introspective Evenings

Instrospective evenings. Reflecting on my demons. Neglecting my gut feelings, Use excuses over reasons Need to be, to be Binnz. Believing in false readings. It's easily deceiving, Intervenes with how I see things  Pride and egos teaming. Seamless in it's scheming. Seemingly convening, Pleads with me to give me meaning  Seeking peace in sleeping Freedom... Continue Reading →

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