Dark times where I felt alone, Loneliness I would befriend, Thought I needed to find someone 'Til I found myself again, Wasn't happy on my lonesome, Had to make myself my friend, Only since I've grown to known me The growth in me knows no ends Days at home, nobody phoned me, Comfort zone once... Continue Reading →
What's Valentines, a day that shows 'em you 'care', when push comes to shove Gives the illusion that you and who you choose fit just like that glove We're disconnected from the deeper connection or lack thereof Which may explain the love and hate relationship I have with love It's hard for me to trust... Continue Reading →
Not too long ago I realised I wasn't alright, yet again. I had a birthday recently and with a birthday comes a hangover, often resulting in a period of reflection. Once the dust had settled and the dopamine had worn off, it came to my attention that I'd finally fucking had enough of myself, my... Continue Reading →
Instrospective evenings. Reflecting on my demons. Neglecting my gut feelings, Use excuses over reasons Need to be, to be Binnz. Believing in false readings. It's easily deceiving, Intervenes with how I see things Pride and egos teaming. Seamless in it's scheming. Seemingly convening, Pleads with me to give me meaning Seeking peace in sleeping Freedom... Continue Reading →
Never called myself an artist Til' I realized what my art is Hardest parts the past I passed this Marks the start of my catharsis Disheartened so shit's half-hearted Will to take part has departed Restarting what needs restarted To reach parts of me uncharted Can't pass up, the chance to chance it Ask hard... Continue Reading →
When you're healing from concealing something deep in what you're feelingLayers peeling back reveal what I believe decieves my being This new freedom doesn't seem real, I still feel what I've been fleeingShit I've been in, shit I've seen in the old me before I freed himOverseeing my wellbeing seemed to be what I was... Continue Reading →
In a pub, a couple deep, saw a sign saying, 'mind your head'And due to drunken petulance I told it, "mind your own instead",It's just a sign it doesn't have one, that's how I knew that I was fucked,My 6 foot 3 mate strolled right through, 5'3 me tiptoed as I ducked.Another time my height... Continue Reading →
Spent millions on a tube line which they then named after the Queen,When you ask to feed the poor there's not enough, none to be seen,What's so wrong with the Northern? What's right with the Jubilee?Why should we celebrate her while her paedo son can still walk free? What else could I talk about, how... Continue Reading →
Need to lose the need to proveThe point for me I prove to youI'm honestly honest to youDishonesty to me's the truth The roots are deep the route is longTo relieve me from all what's wrongIf I believed me all alongFeelings I feel won't feel so strong No need to say what needs not saidNot... Continue Reading →
Reinvention's the invention,Invented through intervention,From negligence and resentment Through retention of habit We're dependent on redemption,Exempt ourselves from exemption,Pretending we're the exception,It's ourselves we can't forgive Comprehending independence,Understanding self-acceptance,Can depend on the few friends whoWere present when you felt shit Self-investments and amendments,To transcend us to contentment,Discontented when the endingDoesn't always go to script ©... Continue Reading →
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