Light At The End Of It

It took me taking action to see that they were louder than words, Reaction revealing behaviours that aren't matching what I heard, Attraction killing the ability to see through vision blurred, So I retracted what I'm feeling, sticking to the shit I've learned. Learned not to take too much to heart, but taking ownership instead,...

Solitary Confidant

Dark times where I felt alone, Loneliness I would befriend, Thought I needed to find someone  'Til I found myself again, Wasn't happy on my lonesome, Had to make myself my friend, Only since I've grown to known me The growth in me knows no ends Days at home, nobody phoned me, Comfort zone once...

Introspective Evenings

Instrospective evenings. Reflecting on my demons. Neglecting my gut feelings, Use excuses over reasons Need to be, to be Binnz. Believing in false readings. It's easily deceiving, Intervenes with how I see things  Pride and egos teaming. Seamless in it's scheming. Seemingly convening, Pleads with me to give me meaning  Seeking peace in sleeping Freedom...

Catharsis

Never called myself an artist  Til' I realized what my art is  Hardest parts the past I passed this Marks the start of my catharsis  Disheartened so shit's half-hearted Will to take part has departed Restarting what needs restarted To reach parts of me uncharted Can't pass up, the chance to chance it Ask hard...

You Know When You’re Fed Up With Yourself … Again?

When you're healing from concealing something deep in what you're feelingLayers peeling back reveal what I believe decieves my being This new freedom doesn't seem real, I still feel what I've been fleeingShit I've been in, shit I've seen in the old me before I freed himOverseeing my wellbeing seemed to be what I was...

Comedy Poem #1: Lofty Struggles

In a pub, a couple deep, saw a sign saying, 'mind your head'And due to drunken petulance I told it, "mind your own instead",It's just a sign it doesn't have one, that's how I knew that I was fucked,My 6 foot 3 mate strolled right through, 5'3 me tiptoed as I ducked.Another time my height...

Keep Your Eyes Off The Lies

Spent millions on a tube line which they then named after the Queen,When you ask to feed the poor there's not enough, none to be seen,What's so wrong with the Northern? What's right with the Jubilee?Why should we celebrate her while her paedo son can still walk free? What else could I talk about, how...

Breakthrough

Disillusioned by illusions that we're using as solutions,Choosing to improve what's proven on the route to keep it moving,What my gaining, it's the same as if I'm blaming or explaining What I don't need to explain to keep me sane because it's draining I may lose a couple people telling them just how I feel,...

Playing To Learn

Need to lose the need to proveThe point for me I prove to youI'm honestly honest to youDishonesty to me's the truth The roots are deep the route is longTo relieve me from all what's wrongIf I believed me all alongFeelings I feel won't feel so strong No need to say what needs not saidNot...

Implementing Intent

Reinvention's the invention,Invented through intervention,From negligence and resentment Through retention of habit We're dependent on redemption,Exempt ourselves from exemption,Pretending we're the exception,It's ourselves we can't forgive Comprehending independence,Understanding self-acceptance,Can depend on the few friends whoWere present when you felt shit Self-investments and amendments,To transcend us to contentment,Discontented when the endingDoesn't always go to script ©...