It took me taking action to see that they were louder than words, Reaction revealing behaviours that aren't matching what I heard, Attraction killing the ability to see through vision blurred, So I retracted what I'm feeling, sticking to the shit I've learned. Learned not to take too much to heart, but taking ownership instead,... Continue Reading →
Dark times where I felt alone, Loneliness I would befriend, Thought I needed to find someone 'Til I found myself again, Wasn't happy on my lonesome, Had to make myself my friend, Only since I've grown to known me The growth in me knows no ends Days at home, nobody phoned me, Comfort zone once... Continue Reading →
What's Valentines, a day that shows 'em you 'care', when push comes to shove Gives the illusion that you and who you choose fit just like that glove We're disconnected from the deeper connection or lack thereof Which may explain the love and hate relationship I have with love It's hard for me to trust... Continue Reading →
Not too long ago I realised I wasn't alright, yet again. I had a birthday recently and with a birthday comes a hangover, often resulting in a period of reflection. Once the dust had settled and the dopamine had worn off, it came to my attention that I'd finally fucking had enough of myself, my... Continue Reading →
Instrospective evenings. Reflecting on my demons. Neglecting my gut feelings, Use excuses over reasons Need to be, to be Binnz. Believing in false readings. It's easily deceiving, Intervenes with how I see things Pride and egos teaming. Seamless in it's scheming. Seemingly convening, Pleads with me to give me meaning Seeking peace in sleeping Freedom... Continue Reading →
Never called myself an artist Til' I realized what my art is Hardest parts the past I passed this Marks the start of my catharsis Disheartened so shit's half-hearted Will to take part has departed Restarting what needs restarted To reach parts of me uncharted Can't pass up, the chance to chance it Ask hard... Continue Reading →
When you're healing from concealing something deep in what you're feelingLayers peeling back reveal what I believe decieves my being This new freedom doesn't seem real, I still feel what I've been fleeingShit I've been in, shit I've seen in the old me before I freed himOverseeing my wellbeing seemed to be what I was... Continue Reading →
In a pub, a couple deep, saw a sign saying, 'mind your head'And due to drunken petulance I told it, "mind your own instead",It's just a sign it doesn't have one, that's how I knew that I was fucked,My 6 foot 3 mate strolled right through, 5'3 me tiptoed as I ducked.Another time my height... Continue Reading →
Spent millions on a tube line which they then named after the Queen,When you ask to feed the poor there's not enough, none to be seen,What's so wrong with the Northern? What's right with the Jubilee?Why should we celebrate her while her paedo son can still walk free? What else could I talk about, how... Continue Reading →
Disillusioned by illusions that we're using as solutions,Choosing to improve what's proven on the route to keep it moving,What my gaining, it's the same as if I'm blaming or explaining What I don't need to explain to keep me sane because it's draining I may lose a couple people telling them just how I feel,... Continue Reading →
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